merasa seperti tak punya keluarga,

smua serba sendiri.dia pun makan sendiri, menyiapkan apa2 sendiri.akupun sama,dan dia pun sama.

bertiga? tapi bukan bertiga.apa ini?mana bahagia dari keluarga?

tak ada.atau belum? mungkin tak ada.

don't know why, don't know how,

but somehow, the thought of if losing you come.

masa lalu.

oke, hari ini gw akan inget kalo lo bilang lo nyesel sayang ama gw.oke.jangan pernah nyesel buat ngomong kaya gitu.gw kesel banget sama lo.gak perlu kan ungkit2 masa lalu lagi

days go by days, and my feeling go stronger.

my love goes more stronger for you.

know that not everytime can see, bt i believe, i'm holding on,i know that someday..

i'll hold ur hands tightly, never let you go.

so, dont ever let my hand go cause i know i cant ...without you.

you make me smile

you make me happy

ypu make me believe,

you make me something, good at class, not thinking about skipping class

you make me thinking of future

you make me loving you

front office. salah satu kerjaan yang gw gak bisa handle banget.

nelpon.angkat telpon. di telpon sama temen gw aja pake bahasa inggris gw masih " hah?what do u say? hah?sorry..?"

apalagi nanti gw magang.bisa dipecat dalam sekejap itu mah.

kaya tadi gw ada quiz..udah diafalin bener2.....

eh nyampe ditanya ama dosenya yg pura2 jadi tamu.. gw ngeblank..liat reservation form trus bingungmau nanya apaan.

gawat banget deh.kayany emag gak cocok kerja yang begitu2an,

btw 3 hari gw ultah, tapi gak se excited yang dibayangkan.taun lalu berfikir kalo di umur 20 ini bakal seru abis, party ampe gila, tapi ga taunya hm....temen2 deket gw gak ada smua tuh.

pada di LUAR NEGERI.

important ppl in my life smua di LUAR NEGERI.sedih bgt.so yang tersisa disini?yah ada juga yang penting..cuman jadi males kan ulang taun kalo kaya gitu.

tapi skrg gw blajar untuk tidak memikirkan hal2 sedih seperti itu.enjoy aja deh.

tapi tetep gw minggu ini akan pergi bersenang2,menghibur diri .

ohya!btw gila akhirnya gw bisa juga main twitter which gw uad berbulan2 yang lalu buat tapi tetep gak ngerti mainnya.akhirnya kmarin gw bisa mainnya!yeay!

i have a plan. for 2011 hahahahahha

if have the money, going to los angeles,america. disneyland baby!

omg, wanna go there so bad.but also want go to taiwan.korea.bangkok.amsterdam.australia.venice.london.arghh too many want to go to many places..

graduate from university must find a job, save money for travelling many places..yes, that would be great. not easy i know, but will try. ^^

wanna come? =D

work hard, save money, travelling.

4days already without you.

before, it was 122 days.till meet you..

now?4 days already...

i have a target,or i mean i wish less than 122 days to meet you again.

but i will count from 122 days again..so 122-4= 118 days..

hope...

god help me, =)

letting you go, behind the glass. i lie if i say i say goodbye to you with big smile.

small smile,holding tears drop hope you cant see how sad i am,

going to miss you more bad than before after this day.

thank you for this 5 days, full of happiness, laugh, love, crazyness.

will never say goodbye cause i know i will see you again.

keep missing you until the time we meet again

hahaha

belajar dari pengalaman,jangan terlalu buka hati lebar-lebar buat orang lain.kenapa?hampir kebanyakan hati itu bakalan terluka.sama aja kalo ngomong masalah suka.suka sama orang nyenengin hati banget.seneng banget,iya gak?pasti berbunga-bunga terus.tapi kalo udah ditambah air mata, itu semua udah berubah ke cinta.bener apa enggak?gw juga gak tau sih .cuman, apa yang gw rasain ya seperti itu.sakit.seneng.sakit.seneng.ini kedua kalinya gw terlalu suka sama orang.bukan kedua kalinya gw sayang orang dan kehilangan, tapi suka sama orang yang gw mati-matian tahan rasa sakitnya , seakan gak ada walaupun kerasa banget di sini.sakit.air mata gak tau udah berapa kali jatoh.

walaupun gw kira-kira tau akhirnya mungkin kaya gimana, cuman boleh kan berharap?

boleh kan?seenganya, boleh kan kalo gw berharap setidaknya gw bisa muncul di hati lo walaupun itu hanya titik kecil yang berada di noda besar orang lain buat di hati lo?

i had fun with motorcycle lately.before i drive this thing, usually i walk if i want to go somewhere near home.or with a bicycle.since the bicycle has pass to my nephew, then i dont have it again.

this i picture i take from google, but yeah, it's my bike before,the different just the colour.mine is red.

and every friend of mine hang out at my house, they usually want to ride my bike.is it fun? for me,not too.maybe when i'm 15 yeas old yes it is fun, after that..no.

and now, the motorcycle or the scooter..is just like this..automatic.just put the key, switch on, then press start.voala!

what if..

i'm afraid

of losing you.

i just cant imagine.

lately this weather almost kiling me. i check at yahoo weather cast, and it shows about 37-40°C degrees! it's feel like sunbathing in a desert.

become worst everyday. suppose it's rainy season at indonesia at september, isn't it? but where is the rain?????!!! i need rain!!!! do i need like ancient when they need rain, they sacrifice something, do i need like that?? hahahahahaha,scary if like that.

pleaseee...let it rain god, give us one more rainy day.it's too damn hot here

Sempurna by- andra and the backbone

kenapa sih ini lagu enak banget....salah satunya dari sekian ribu lagu indonesia yang gw suka.

kau begitu sempurna
di mataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku
akan selalu memujamu

di setiap langkahku
ku kan selalu memikirkan dirimu
tak bisa ku bayangkan
hidupku tanpa cintamu

* janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
takkan mampu menghadapi semua
hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

reff:
kau adalah darahku
kau adalah jantungku
kau adalah hidupku
lengkapi diriku
oh sayangku kau begitu
sempurna, sempurna

kau genggam tanganku
saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
kau bisikkan kata
dan hapus semua sesalku

Today i heard from some people,comment about myself. basically most of the comment is simple but mean(in bad way).

people said that when they first saw me when still not know each other, they will think of me as an arrogant girl with smug face. i had a smug face! seriously..most people said that.and i have an evil eye of looking people.

so.comment about myself from people when they saw me for the very first time wether in photo or in reality or just passing by.

1. smug face

2.arrogant

3.evil eye

4.socialite

5.fashionista

6.naughty

7.party girl

seriously.i'm not that kind. i am not!!! i dont know why they said like that,

but in the good way, they say something again,

"But, if you already knew her... she totally different from what we think.she's not like that."

see...? and totally different into :

1. nice

2.friendly

3.kind

4.imaginative

5.mature

6.independent

7.funny

.but still...why ppl say i have smug face..i still cant believe..

oh the most unimportant things that my sister ex said that i have this kind of sensual flirting thing in my eye when i look at people and talk to them.

wtf!!!! seriouslyy.....

(y.....when u finally meet me, tell me all of this is true or not.)hhhhhh

love can be the most beautiful thing in this life,

but ,

can also be the saddest thing.

very, very sad.

this quote i took from a book title Abarat. when henry murkitt die,decide to suicide because of love.

what do you think of love?

Pixie haircut❢❢❢

seriouslyyy i do want hair makeover!!!! pixie haircut is a trend for now right? most of my friend have this pixie style.. short and stylish. i really do want! i ask to many people how about this, and all of them, almost all of them said that my hair right now is the best, dont cut,dont change, they like it better now.perfection.beautifull.

i will think 10000000x times to make over my hair.at least i still have time untill this end of year, or maybe i gonna cut next year? still don't know. let see my insanity to keep this hair or let it go.